Birthday Post

There are few events in our life that shapes us . The day we are born,  first day at school, graduation day , the day we get married and so and so... And still, the most exciting and yet heart breaking day ever is our Birthday.The years go by, we change, grow up, pepole come and go and the one thing that always stickes is our "special day" .

I'm celebrating my 25th birthday for four years in a row. At first, the age issue was just for fun , pepole laughed with you, complimented your look, but the true fact is, it really bothered me that i'm not accepting my resl age. In the past month i really asked myself what is so wrong about growing up? is it that we loose our youth? have more responsibillities? is it the fact that we can't dress the way we used to, is it our face and body that is getting older...?

The longer i sat and thought about it, i figured out that maybe i'm afraid of lonelliness. That maybe I just don't want to grow up and be alone and if i will  keep my age young, i'll be surrounded by pepole. Then it really hit me, I am 29 and i'm not alone. I have friends and family that love and support my craziness every day and every year at my birthday and that is priceless. Sometimes we need to accept our present, to look forward to the future and if we are lucky enough, make our hopes and dreams come true,

So Happy 29th Birthday to me.